alright.. finally that the 10 day events had end, ya ended. tons of matters happened during the event, i shall say tt it really make me kind of eyeseeing, exciting, but dun suit my charater, oh well.. so be it.. anyway we hit our minimum target of 62 61 ( after i double confirmed the sale this morning), but i sincerely dun feel enjoyment in this event, neither did my team-members, somehow rather, we hit the target, but the sense of achievement seems to be buried by watever reasons that come across..

and.. yest nite was kind of a hit to me.. afterall wat i have done.. seems like ended up to be "backfire" in a way.. its really out of my thinking ranges.. i was totally stunned, blanked, or watever.. i juz suddenly felt soo.. weird.. u noe.. its like things tt i did.. juz "accidently dropped on the floor"okie i really cant find a better phrase for that.. so.. juz go figure out ba..

speechless was another scary moments for me.. imagine im always those talkative one, but i juz couldnt come out with any solution.. ya.. prob might not be lies on me.. but partly might be me oso.. why im soo nice or good? suddenly juz feel so sick of this heavy burdden.. i always enjoys to help one another, and its definitly brighten up my day.. but now.. i juz sooo feel like isloated.. and wished for a getaway..

but i noe i cant.. cos.. im juz sooo into u.. that i cant possible leave u alone.. its kind of weird.. but i juz feel that.. wat i could do now is.. to prove u wrong.. u wanted to be alone, i respect.. but when u needs someone.. pls dun hestitate.. im always there..

i wondering.. is this part of the stages..?

and i believe we could conquered it..

gosh, finally i had time to blog.. im been sooo busy for the past few days.. and i had sooo much to updates !! okie man, this entry might be long, i dunno how long.. for reading wise maybe will took u 3 days 3 nite.. HAHA JOKE ASIDE =)

okie man.. im busy recently for my 10 days event at suntec Bookfest 2008. and i gotta work from 930am-10pm everyday. ya ur eyes are okie.. more than 12hrs :( .. well first few days was kind of stress as doesnt meet sale target at all.. esp weekend which im really quite tensed up.. baby was sweet enough to give me a surprise visit which dunno why i had my spider sense and i found her while i walking ard.. haha. seems like im e one who giving her surprise instead.. LOL~ and she actually bought went down and bought me dinner.. damn ! *muazks*

anyway.. we had started since 22 Oct.. currently i think we are good and will be better i supposing... haha ~ and i really like the way she think.. her cares.. her understanding.. her everything.. =) she is juz sooo great ~ i really do feel tt im lucky enough to have found her.. afterall we been frenz for 5yrs? and we really "lost contact" in a way tt she had my msn, i had hers, but we juz din chat at all.. and tts go to 5yrs of today.. we are together, its still sound like bit of drama but hey u are not at channel 5 or 8 now.. haha.. dun change the channel either ! shh !!

on last thur.. we finally had the whole day together.. as i gona starts my 10days events soon.. she is sooo sweet to take leave to match my off day and we spend whole day par-toring.. haha.. and we had a crazy thinking.. or mayb is baby.. she actually tot of watching two movie on one shot since we cant decided which to watch.. LOL~ sillly her..

its started on 10am, where she came to my hse wit missed calls on my hp but im in the kitchen prep breakfast for her.. *ding dong* and here she came.. snap photo of me when im in my sleeping attire.. damn.. so unglam !! haha !! prep burger for her not forgeting her all-time fav sunkist orange juice =)

than we nua awhile till noon time, and set off to marina sq for movie !! hmm.. i must say tt the cartoon show is funny.. but inbetween the show those kids cheering, laughing.. i guess thats oso kind of enjoyment.. LOL~ okie i sound pian tai, dun bring kids infront of me. i will carry them and ran off.. haha ! so.. my mum was the crazy one.. wanted to eat the bread tt baby bought earlier on before for my family.. so.. we walked to central !! haha to buy the bread.. i always enjoy the moments wit baby while walking.. its juz.. so much fun.. haha !! and we had some camwhore pic on-going the journey to central !! lucky the bread still gt alot when we reached there.. and we settle oour dinner at waraku dinning. i must admit tat after tgt with her.. i gain weight!! gosh.. i wonder issit gf will always feed the bf untill fei fei to prevent others ger fall on her bf.. LOL!! dun worry.. i mei ren yao one.. LALALALA ~ so stop stuffing foood to me ~ *bloated*

so once again we walked to marina sq for our second rd !! 007~ haha i could onli said tt its not very fantastic and no climate at all.. baby gt her karma for watching 2 movie in a row.. haha, she snore slep soundly on my arm during the show.. funny her ~ haha !! soo.. i needed to rush back home for work allocation of manpower.. and baby needed to pick up her lappy.. so ended up.. she played wit my dai mei and xiao mei in their room.. and i settle my work stuff first before sending her back home.. =)

My dai mei and xiao mei

and when im done.. i join them.. ended up.. PILLOW FIGHT !! HAHA !! damn.. im sweating like hell.. nua awhile in my bed after the cruel fighting.. 3 Vs 1.. yes, my baby joined force with them !! betrayer rite.. =( LOL~ afterall.. that day is a tiring but..

playing wit my xiao mei

L-O-V-E day with my baby, Fanny Ma Shu Xian.. =)

gosh, finally end !!

ton of celebs and outing on-going.. make me soooo busy and packed.. but luckily wit my bro and baby ard.. i felt sooo love :)

okie man, some summary of fri, sat and sun as i mentioned previously..

friday was a day... that i dunno how to describe.. haha.. okie, firstly i went in to office with baby ai xin breakfast.. than pack pack, and off to Mindef, meet up with my promoters. and setup.. haha.. i spoke to the CD, chief defense officer ( issit O ? ha i cant rem), anyway its a officer with three stars la ~ haha, intro to him of our product.. sales hmmm.. sold two.. i dunno issit consider good.. but still its abit for the charity la. which i think is doing good deeds. =)

han came over to pick mi up from mindef, and sent me home to change.. i came back home.. saw my bed waving at me.. i siben tempt. and i go.. lie down LOL !! and ya, im late for meeting them.. han smsed me. "WTF U DOING" , after attmpted to call me tons of missed call =X

met them up and settle dinner at bugis. foods were nice !! mayb can bring baby to try next time.. than meet up with han's frenz.. go for a "short" chat.. -.-" ended up abt 12am than go in Ddl O, fainted !! surprising, baby and her sista come over oso.. so ya, get to see them finally.. they turn out quite easy going.. haha ~ phew ~ eh, ya except for some issue turn my day aint ver enjoyed.. after tt sent baby home.. and we chatted until 6am.. till baby stomach pain -.-" see la~ nv eat and drink ~ nag at u *non-stop remix*!! haf mac for breakfast and quickily sent baby back home to rest..

sat, obviously was a tired day for me.. went down office late. damn damn ~ conducting training with my promoters. and slack at office awhile and off to AMK for home delivery.. after tt go down to AMK hub look for my promoters and makan dinner @ S11. took a cabby to andy bd celeb after dinner... okie.. the celeb was not bad.. ya and behind everyone seems high, or mayb andy and ps.. so much stuns they did. gosh. cabby home

sun, did routine visit and meet baby for short lunch.. and off continue visiting outlets.. and when finally done, its abt 7plus ! damn damn ~ meet ah li celeb at partyword ard 8.. gosh.. but the process was fun !!! full of craps on and on la ~ no bad the celeb turned out to be =)

yeah, and finally i ended my busiest week, i supposed !

and... suddenly i having some mixed feeling.. to u.. i think now is mine own prob, i started to be sensitive.. and i think i shouldnt be in this way.. issit something good? or something bad? good is i care for u soo much ? and bad is.. i treat u unfairly.. ? gosh i dunno wat going on ~ i might need some time to make myself calm.. ya calm.. *deep breathe*

just a small updates..

guoliang chalet was not bad.. actually i feel tt bbq with small grp oso not bad, altot less ppl, but alot fun oso, ya mayb the company is who is the most impt.. din really bbq much, mostly foods was done by Mr Ben ! great job and effort ! eh, mj over there oso quite fun ~ win quite abit, but unable to cover the cab fares over to guoliang chalet.. =( but nvm la, not everytime oso.. hmm.. din stay overnite over there.. but went down in the evening for bbq !! sad to see my mj table abit spoilt but i think still okie ba.. guoliang mj table worst. lol !! i think now the table dump at pasir ris somewhere ~ HEE

did a surprise for baby in the morning. making breakfast for her.. haha.. and nb~ i kana mocked by my maid, she say she do 10mins, i do 30mins !! bloodly hell !! haha.. i took oso ard 10mins okie !! lol~ the burger can be better la, i was like in a rush, and i forgot to put cheese, ketchup, lettuce.. fail la ~ but nvm.. lesson learnt ! haha.. and i saw baby's mummy.. for the first time =)

meet up with the math, cass and eug at town for gathering with baby ard ~ =) haha.. can see tt baby laughed alot. LOL !! i think mostly due to math some funny action she had.. haha !! well.. we go par tor to bugis after the dinner to eat tang yuan.. not bad.. and sent baby home after tt..

and i learnt something.. 381.. ha ! its lame.. baby, i still perfer u tell me in real, rather than numbers ! =(

this week is cfm a very busy day for me !! ha !! and its the just like everyday is scheduled with events/outing !

tue-wed, down to guoliang 23th bd celeb at aloha pasir ris

thur, meeting eugene, math, cass for dinner at town sakae sushi.

fri, mindef event from 12-530pm and after tt is celeb chin bd !

sat, celeb ND chua 30th bd !! opss.

sun, celeb shuli bd at party world !! and baby will be joining me =)

woot!!

time juz seem sooo short for me now !! hahaa ~ and i bet baby is shock with my outings hee !! more to come baby !!

okie man, will update more when im free (hopefully, *cross finger*)

yesterday nite turn out so un-expected. ha, ya..

u came all the way from town in wee hrs juz to acc me.. i was really appreciate wat u did..

but i feel so useless when u told me abt your worry, i do agree wat u say, and thinking that far and complitcated wun bring u anywhere further. whenever we starts this topic, it will juz go rd and rd and rd.. somehow rather, will it be better if we drop the topic, but things are unsolves.. yes yes yes, i noe tt you said all prob lies on u, but hey, dun be selflish.. could u share wit me your prob and make me be part of it to un-knot your heart? its 100% cfm much more better wit me ard to solve the prob.. cos i worry of your tiny-winny-bird-shell brain will crack sooner or later..

baby, as i mentioned to you last nite, i do have the same worry of yours, okie not 100% exactly same.. but ya certain part similar.. and i juz totally dun understand u like to assume stuff like.. " im not the type u going for..", "pls open ur eye big enough to look for others at the same time.." are u trying to tell me that u can totally understand how i feel on u ? and "kicking" me elsewhere to others really hurt me abit.. are u trying to tell me that im flirt enough to find another ger anywhere anytime easily ?

i just wanted u to know that things are not soooo messy as wat u think.. dun gib urself sooo much stress and pressure.. despite u still gt other stuffs to worry of.. u are a very responsible ger, i noe, yes i praising u now.. :) u remember wat i said.. there is always a limit from every human being.. lastly..

i wan my cheerful baby back !! =)

*muazks*

and stop gu chi me !! haha !!