im going to slep now.. juz feel like updating~ nth real special thing happen.. haha.. tml i cant be late for my sch.. juz have a 1 on 1 lecture by my teacher in charge.. haha.. she keep asking mi y im late or blar blar.. and ya, i din attend yesterday(mon) class outing on pizza treats by e teacher.. totally forget sia.. damn.. so sianz now..

im so tired of everything..

so so so so so tired..

when will thing be smooth to mi one day? or perhaps onli one day smooth? HAHA~ okie craps. sumthing i damn envious those ppl having gf, but sumtime i dun. dunno y oso sia.. its kinda strange. seem like ME myself wanted a r/s but sumhow restricted. ohya, while having a tea breaks wit my classmates.. listening abt one of them r/s which last 3 days.. its sooo short.. althought e reason of breakin up is bcos of his ex. but... i still think tt wat for starts e r/s since u cant even figure out u like e ger anot & end so fast oso.. look like wasting time for mi.. i cant really change a r/s so fast, i feel tt break up than find a new gf is like doing everything again & again like treating ur ex.. althought e feelin will be different cos its wit different ppl, but e memories still will struck. haha.. actually thinking too much is not a bad thing.. but neither a gd thing oso. =X

summore after 9 more months i might be in NS le.. in NS maintain a r/s is worse. but ofcos not refering to everyone. & main thing is.. Im still single. LOL!! so no pt of thinking soooo much !! see!! im talking craps again. damn. anyway to all e couples out there.. best blessing & wishes for u guys =) cheers!!

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