i cleared my product cse today, and im one more steps nearer. but im not happy.. i dunno how to describe how i feel now..

perhaps..

things might be different if i accept all those job offers beforehand. and i wun be feeling so bad.. dun like e feeling of need to think of so much think for e future, i will like to buy things that i like oso.. but.. i just cant do it.. im unable to..

wana buy a shoe, wana get some new tops, and i even have to think of clearing of my bills.. saw e watches @ marina sq which is really nice, but i cant bear to buy.. sigh. it might not be e worst scenario i ever had, but.. ya.. just wana have some fresh air as well..

was feeling not very good.

perhaps..

tml will be better..