suddenly i feel tt im damn useless.

seems like i cant gib her anything now, wanted to bring her out for a clean breathe due to her tight workloads. but yet, she being understanding and said a simple celebration will do..

i din wana really celeb, all i wan is to let u relax urself. but i failed badly..

somehow, i almost say out that better leave me.. and find a better one.. that might be able to give her secure, financial secure.

and maybe in such her family will be more willing to accept that person..

damn sucks.