6th day of 2009, it may seems short to someone, it may seems endless to another.. well, pleasing of one another are hard, or maybe impossible to please everyone.

i left my job, but the fucking company is trying to be funny and hold all my entitlement. i was really is a fuckup mood. and yet my love one, make me feel neglected. how wonderful was that ?

i dun expect a solution come out from you, but at least a listen ear? yes being a listen ear doesnt mean u dun need to talk.. im really feeling soo annoying not once but twice of this issue !

u might be have ur own problem, but if u are not in the state of talking, than pls kindly, yes i mean kindly inform me in the first place.. damn, i feel like an idiot toking on the fone w/o much respond, damn.

i trying to be understanding, but how to be when i noe nuts have happen to u, when u dunwan reveal (provided there is prob), or the least question i could think of is.. him again ?

i really dun wish to noe the reason.. something thing are better not to know than to be known.. yes i will be curious, human kind, who dun ?! even saint does that as well.. so wats wrong ?

sigh.

"sorry" appear on sms. expected. but obviously its doesnt ease my flames.. mayb a winter weather from north pole might do the tiny little help of the scenario..

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