im damn down now.

if there is a hole, throw me in. im enough of ur nonsense.

stop putting me into ur shoes. NO !

i did a very very very bad bad bad mistake juz now, i actually replies jiayu's sms w/o really understand wat she meant, and i guess she quite turn off ba. i juz cant concentrate. im sorry ger.. guess "traffic" is red lights now. when than will i be able to see the green lights man.

i have been singles for yrs. 1 hand is not enough for counting, but thats doesnt mean tt im depso for it. i always looking for the rite one. and rite now, guess was "destroyed" by me. always do stupid stuns ! charater always the first in my mind, and we clicked, but mayb clicked onli in sms, ha, thats weird man! face to face, im definitly speechless. HA, how coward im.

really hope to get out of hse. OUT !!

really wish to play MJ !! y i reject man! damn it. haiz.. mayb play MJ will divert my feelings.

PS: actually the post now is in a mess, i duno wat im trying to say anyway and nvm as well.