Ha, kinda long nv logged in blogspot and found out tt they actually merge wit google ? hur, watever it is, juz dun delete away my past entries can le, those r really memorable moments la. ha.

well well, where shld i start.. hmmm.. how my life nowadays ? frankly speaking.. livin ver xin ku, need to dan xing here and there.. i feel tt im getting older ?! i think alot sia.. negative postive future past.. there and fore. ha !

ohya, i wana buy alot things !!!
1. a watch wit metal straps, nt leather de. But so far haven really go search for e design. ha.
2. Stussy tee x 2 !
3. Stussy trucker cap !
4. Srum Sweater L/S
5. ZARA L/S shirt wit straps of white and brown, base white.
6. JEANS. but haven found e brand/design i wan.
7. BAG from GAP
8. BELT from ZARA

HA !! i listing my dreams onli la. HAHA !! i dun even have $ for myself.. how can afford for those shit !! i think of them in my dreams la. =)

Today, 261106. went back to camp early morning for OT. eugene and yeo went back too.. and they pass down all their stuffs to follow up, its a list of double sides of 2 papers, in FULL ! wish me gd luck on next week, STRESSFUL week i supposed. Eug will be back onli on wed. Yeo whole week not ard. i guess i will take down some weight due to e stress. LOL! btw, went to expo adidas fair to walk walk, waste my time. NTH TO BUY ! but e promters there buay pai. :) Went to Popular fair oso located at Expo, hmm alot ppl.. wan find a soft board to pin my papers but cant found any. well, decided to go Bedok makan dinner.. me and slip ate like hungry ghost. we order fried oyster, fried carrot cake. and addition "main dish", he ate fried hoikken mee, i ate curry mutton. LOL ! roy was cfm shock by the way we ate. +D hmm.. after discussion, we went to vivo for shopping or chill since slip nv went b4. Turn out sitting on e top floor chatting.. see e views.. see babes.. HA ~ as usual la. than slip kinda tired, he requested go home and off we go ~

well, thur was a happy day ! why ? i met Ed online !! GOSH !! she found me first and msg me.. and we will go on and go on.. haha.. love talknig to her.. no striction.. she will nv tink other way rds, mayb she noe my charater ba ~ HA. Praised by her thru e convsation. hur. i will think tt im not really tt gd, but hu is perfect.. and she really enlighten me regarding r/s million thanks to her. She will back on Xmas ! gona prepare a present for her !? =D

b/m is sum part of convsation of me and her:
her: the past will always remain the past, and its only through history that we can identify and then correct what went wrong
her: so if things go wrong, its impt to understand why and how, it went wrong..
me: i seem to be having hard time to convince myself to another r/s
her: why do you see a need to be involved in a r'ship?
her: if it needs convincing... then whats the point
her: i thought relationships were all about two people wanting each other so badly wanting to be part of each others lives..
her: if u need convincing and force, then u should prolly expect that it wont last very long..
her: its a cornball thing, but loves abt passion, obsession.. someone you dont want to be without. i mean, if u dont start off with that, then what the hell are you gonna end up with?
me: thou i really get used to single life, instead, i love it.
her: yea.. its always better to start off as friends, its understanding the way the other party's mind works first

and there goes when she say abt me:
her: thats probably because you keep looking at thenegative side to u. so thats all you will ever see
her: you have to be easy on yourself.. if a rship is in the cards for you, then it will happen.. u know?
her: you're sincere when it comes to friends and thats what i really appreciate most abt u..
her: i mean, im hardly in contact with anyone frm sec sch at all and thats mostly because i think im disposable, u know, like a friend one can do without
her: but to me, that we're still friends, i dont know.. im not one to conduct regular communication friendships..
her: u are one of the best friends ive come across and i hope you dont feel like a failed relationship makes you any less of a person.
me: *BIG HUG* Thanks !!
her: haha, Sometimes you need to knock some sense into peoples head

Well, words from her, always enlighten me w/o fails. BIG THANKS TO HER. i paste it here not to hao lian, but to leave a memories in my entrys. thanks Ed.

wan an.