suddenly feel tt everytime is not right surrounding me.. duno y have this insecure feeling.. wana buy a present for a frenz, make e effort of sending sms to peeps asking wana share anot.. juz need to reply "wan" or "dunwan" end up one of e peep ask so mani question and immediatly turn mi off. so i asked him to buy himself if he have so mani doubts on me. and one of e peep actually dun intend to share. gosh. 2 peeps is out.. which mean e present $ will go up for each one to cover.. anyway still pending wana buy tt anot.

than for work.. my manager like dun wana me work like tt.. everytime ask mi work lj place. and i noe tt work place can be planned b4 2weeks but y i everytime kana last min.. and whenever i asked her for work, she will juz said " ya i will take note..", " will cfm wit u again when i cfm-ed e place ", "will get back to u again" .. -.-" siben sianz lo like tt.. than this fri need to go company for duno wat trainning.. and paid scheme will be changed.. -.-" but e ppl said base will be higher.. but i dun tink e commission and bonus will be same liao.. mayb will reduce.. or mayb e target will be higher to hit e bonus. aiya dunno la.. juz see hw going on on fri.

yesterday was sooooo sick. spend $40 for my medicine. tts was alot. and e doc give mi e supply of medicine seem like alot ? more than enough lo.. tts y e bill will be so EXP. 38degree , bad flu, sorethroat.. song la !!

than as for her, i dun expect much la.. thing dun turn out smoothly oso.. HAHA.

i juz dun understand y suddenly thing pop out to be sooooooo unsmoothly to me... WHY ?!

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